You have not exactly lost faith in the religious institution that you grew up with. It is just that you have allowed your mind and, some say, your heart, to broaden a little. Particularly when you are faced with peculiar obstacles in life, where the altar or temple simply will not suffice, you have open-mindedly chosen to look in the direction of other avenues for your so-called medium interventions. The wise Rabbi has said all that he could on the matter.
And your local priest has heard your confession. And so, now what? You heard, and perhaps you did a little reading on the matter, always a good thing, mind you, that there were alternative, non-traditional movements that could possible help you. You are now on the path of what they call direct interventions. And good for you that you at least have faith. Because that is quite important if you wish to see a medium temecula weave her magic in your favor.
But that is just it. Of course, it all remains quite a mystery to you. And that is quite understandable. All good and well that you have faith. And just as long as you still hold true to the ancient belief that faith can move mountains. But how to make it happen in your favor. The Temecula movement, for one thing, remains a mystery to you. And while that is still a good thing, it will help you a lot if you start learning and moving with, how to put it, the Temecula movement.
Just tap into the internet as you usually would and look up the newsletters. Go through a handful of them and when you instinctively come across a couple at least that are authentic then sign up for its regular newsfeeds.